on crying and opera news

i cry a lot. it feels good. sometimes i cry in public. i had a crying fit (well, not a 'fit' really, more of a 'spell') on monday.
i went to the gyno to get a colposcopy.
i also got a biopsy....there were a few complications with that and so the doc was fiddling around up there for a long time. anyway, i went out to the receptionist to make a follow-up appointment, and felt really dizzy and hot, like i was going to pass out. i sat down in a nearby chair, and felt pain in my tummy. i started to cry, and i had a hard time stopping. i was a little amazed that the three other women in the waiting room didn't look up from their magazines to ask if i was ok. neither did the receptionist. how sad! i suppose some people would feel like saying anything would be intruding? anyway, i felt better after several minutes, and left.
i will of course let my friends know the results of the biopsy when i know!
being a girl is hard! ;)
/end solemn post

also, there have been some changes with the rock opera...changes i am psyched about.
unfortunately the venue we were going to be performing in has been sold, so now it looks like we'll be focusing more on the music and just doing the show in clubs. i think the music is the strongest part anyway, so bully for us! this also take a lot of the stress out of it, not having to put choreography on the remainder of the pieces....and, i still get to hang out with these cool people once a week and sing my heart out!
yay!